So, I had my MRI yesterday, and it was uncomfortable to say the least. I have over 20 MRI's under my belt now, and I'm not claustrophobic. That may be because I have logged so much time in the machines (originally my scans were 60 minutes but now they've cut them to 25 minutes) and I've just learned to "deal" with the machine. I lay on the table, cross my arms over my chest and tuck my elbows in. Kind of like a Mummy. Then I shut my eyes before they put the face mask on because I hate seeing the pure white enveloping me as I am drawn into the MRI machine. Well, yesterday they threw me a curveball. They told me to put my arms down on the top of my legs and placed these thick long foam-rubber things from my shoulder down to my hips and placed me in the machine. Ummm hello? As I could hear the rubber screeching on the sides of the machine and feeling it tighten, I suddenly felt my heart beating faster. I was starting to get claustrophobic. I figured I'd breathe through it, just breathe, and when they bring me out at 15 minutes to inject me with dye before putting me back in I'd ask them about it if it was bothering me that much. It wasn't. I had calmed myself enough with my breathing that I just finished the scan. But afterwards I asked about it. I was informed that some patients let their arms drop when they get in the machine and their arms sit against the machine and it shouldn't, so they are supposed to use these pads. I explained how I am not normally claustrophobic but this really bothered me, and I was told the next time I can let them know and opt for a sheet instead. Thankfully. Because at the very least I'll be having MRI's every 3 months for the next 12 months, and yesterday's MRI was the most unpleasant one I've had thus far. I see my Oncologist on Thursday for my results and I'm hoping for the best. I really do not want to have to do any further treatment. One thing I've learned, however, from reading the book, "Never Leave Your Wingman" is never be afraid to ask for a second opinion. And now, I am not. But let's hope that I don't even need to.
~Tara
